Sandwich generation

Dear globalcounselor,

I have one sibling a brother. Our parents are 86 and 83 years old. I am not in the best of health. Sometimes I feel they are in better health than I am for their age. They are traditional people who put the male child up on a pedastal and think girls are not equal. I am saddled taking care of them all the time. Every single working day I have doctor’s appointment, grocery shopping, running errands for them. My brother lives in another province and comes in once or twice a year, I say he comes to check up on his inheritance. He is doing a lot better than I am financially but my parents are leaving most of their stuff for him.  My mother has a wonderful dining set. I do not own one. I asked them to give me that but my mother is adamant it is for my brother. I am so hurt. He does not even care for them, I have to do all the dirty work by myself and he is benefitting from them more than I do. I do not think it is fair.  I may sound like a money grabber but that’s not true. It’s just that I feel so used and abused by my parents. They are so unreasonable when it comes to me. My mother has always preferred my brother because he is a man. She did not even want me to go to school. She felt it was a waste of time. I know I can’t turn my back on my folks but sometimes it just gets to me.  The unfairness of life and how my mom devalue me as a girl child. I am 55 years old now.

Girlchild

Dear girlchild,

Your parents have grown up in an era where women were devalued and seen as less than men.  They can’t help the way they see the world but your brother could.  You need to assert yourself and hold him accountable. If he cannot be there to do his share at least he can let his money do it for him. He should pay you something to do his share in taking care of your parents especially when he stands to gain a lot.  If as you say he is better off than you then you can negotiate a deal with him to get the dining room table after your parents pass on.

  Don’t try to be a martyr like so many women of our generation do. It’s okay to say “can’t do” and it’s okay to get outside help for your parents sometimes.  You don’t have to stop living because of your parents.  You need to take care of yourself too.  Give yourself permission to have some fun in your life while at the same time do the best you can for your parents.